It?s all here: sex, pain, love and death. Do we know what we really want from life ? what would truly satisfy us? Do we ever wonder what God wants for us or from us? There are some surprises here for people who do. We face a bewildering variety of choices. What if the heart of life is to be found in this disorder? David Runcorn looks at the implications of free will, its excitements and its burdens. Speaking plainly and movingly about struggles with faith and life, about hope and exhilaration, he dares to question many familiar approaches to God, Christian life and action.